Warm body

Today I needed to feel something different 

I needed to have some connection

A warm body next to me 

Someone similar or equal to you

Endowed and blessed in body and mind 

For this moment of need 

He stretched me and filled me 

Embodied passion the same as you

But then I needed him to go

Because he was not you 

I can’t do this

It requires too much of me 

I can give of my body

Not of my heart or mind 

It exhausts me 

It hurts me 

It depletes me 

It repels me 

From me 

I need to stay the course 

Stick to the decisions I have made 

Tumble through the mess you made 

I fear the same will not be for you 

As you were the one that wanted me gone