Free

You continued to live your life of purgatory with me  It was my love for you that set you free You never asked why I didn’t fight to stay  Why I chose to suffer in this way  I wonder if you will ever under a dark starry sky think of this  And realise the man…

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Brenton Blue

I understand the need to cocoon  Awaken to something new I just wish it were me  That you wanted to emerge to Rather I will be the cast of death  Whilst you rebirth with the Brenton Blues

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Warm body

Today I needed to feel something different  I needed to have some connection A warm body next to me  Someone similar or equal to you Endowed and blessed in body and mind  For this moment of need  He stretched me and filled me  Embodied passion the same as you But then I needed him to…

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72 Hour Guy

I’m the 72 hour guy  The one who will see you  Rock you world  Blow your mind  Change your life  For if any longer  I will break your heart  And you will break mine  For if you see me  It’s been proven  That you won’t love me  That you will leave me  So let me…

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Just be

It is okay to just be I have found a part of me Even if it be by choice I was eclipsed by all of you I thank you for the lessons The time, the love But none is as valuable In the lessons I am learning  To liberate myself Unburden myself   Heal myself And…

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No Turning Back

The further I travel this road The shorter the distance becomes between my head and my heart No turning back Or traveling routes I have before They were dead ends that lead me here I want to travel it alone

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Unsaid, unsent #3

You often asked me how to deal with trust, and I never had an answer.  The thing is, I couldn’t answer because I didn’t have an answer.  Now that we done. I do.  Distrust is a blurry mess when you inherently suffer from anxiety. If you suffer from this curse, as I can now own,…

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Tiffany, two macaroons and a tattoo.

Twenty four April 2021 was a big day, a momentous day, a liberating day. It was the day I was going to get my first tattoo. I woke up early. Not a normal habit for me. I have in my life found mornings to be rude and obnoxious, but in my current emotional and mental…

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