Done

Tonight is the night  I want to stop my breath To give up and be done with this place Pass on It has to be better than having to feel this pain Abandoned  Discarded Rejected Unwanted In my chest I cannot find the air to breathe  My lungs drowning in my tears My body aching…

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Free

You continued to live your life of purgatory with me  It was my love for you that set you free You never asked why I didn’t fight to stay  Why I chose to suffer in this way  I wonder if you will ever under a dark starry sky think of this  And realise the man…

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Brenton Blue

I understand the need to cocoon  Awaken to something new I just wish it were me  That you wanted to emerge to Rather I will be the cast of death  Whilst you rebirth with the Brenton Blues

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Warm body

Today I needed to feel something different  I needed to have some connection A warm body next to me  Someone similar or equal to you Endowed and blessed in body and mind  For this moment of need  He stretched me and filled me  Embodied passion the same as you But then I needed him to…

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Pissing in the wind

If this is the time for our current journey to end, Then this is what I must deal And the tears that stream from my eyes Is a mere reflection of my sorrow and pain I do not want this to be the truth I do not want this to be real I do not…

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Twin Flames

For the two flames that still burn  That which we saw was a mirror to what we needed to heal in ourselves  That which we felt was the truth in our hearts That which we touched melted the wax protecting our skin  That which we shared was a part to the healing of our souls …

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Unsaid, unsent #3

You often asked me how to deal with trust, and I never had an answer.  The thing is, I couldn’t answer because I didn’t have an answer.  Now that we done. I do.  Distrust is a blurry mess when you inherently suffer from anxiety. If you suffer from this curse, as I can now own,…

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